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im soo not in mood to study.but i really need to force myself to do it. final exam is just around de corner. izni pliz consider! pmalas mana pon,kau taw tak kena dapatkan 70% overall.kalau tak mimpi dok bawah katil jela ko nak naek kapal terbang 13jam pegi london september thn depan..

ok fine,i WILL.but how?? i got final exam time table. surely im scared bcoz i know im not well prepared yet. but everytime i opened my book, i closed it back, thinking of how comfy my bed. itz like katil tue panggil2 korang utk tidur atas dia yg empuk pastu peluk tedi korg yg gebu.. then when i woke up from improper sleep bcoz of ingat nak tidur kjap jek tp smpi skunk paling kjap pn 2jam.aishh..,i blamed myself. nape aku tak studi nih?nape ikut cakap nafsu tido nih?ko tgk tak camna pekjah studi?ko sedar tak final exam lagi 2minggu jek?? it happened everyday. i tell you, its EVERYDAY since last 2weeks. but until now, im not getting any "hidayah" to start revising all my subjects for preparation for final exam. im getting worse...

now, i just thinking of going back to home. yes, home sweeet home. dont know why.. maybe i can refresh myself there. release all the stress and start to build up my energy back to sit front of desk and finish all my 5 subjects revision. strive for this upcoming 9nov til 13nov!

24 is subject to 24hours to go and i will see my home swit home in front of me. cant wait. get a proper and nice sleep on my comfy bed at home, then becomes a new izni yg rajin studi n tak suka tidur siang lagi. insyaalah.. people, pliz do pray for me:)